who are we...really?

Has this ever happend to you; you look yourself in the mirror and realize that you are not the person you once thought you were; you are no longer that sweet innocent girl that you family knows and loves; you are no longer that guy that treated all the girls with the utmost respect?

Some days it just gets so hard to look in the mirror and recognize who i'm looking at. i mean, like i am the same person i used to be...it's just that you do things in life and well it just makes you stop and say what the hell, this isn't the person i thought i was. i don't know if you know what i mean, but like ever since your little you have an idea of who you really are and the person you want to become; but then like when push comes to shove, and its like the heat of the moment - you do things that are so out of character and so something you never thought you'd be doing...but nonetheless you do it - and then its like wow, i really don't know myself after all...who am i really? and it scares me sometimes...like when i do things that are so out of character..i just look at myself and i'm so full of awe and confusion.

its hard to look at yourself and realize that the person you've been looking at for the past 15 odd years, is not who you really think you were.
i donno. this is me thinking out loud - kinda.

well this is something that i found online that fits in perfectly; enjoy

Brush your teeth, rinse away the fake smiles and lies you have told; wash your face, scrub away your pitiful glances, and make up you wear to hide yourself; wash your hands, scrub the dirt and people you have scratched from beneath your nails; take a shower, wash away your fake personality, scrub away your identity as an imposter. Now look in the mirror, look hard at yourself and tell me, is this the person you thought you were?