i finally understand it, i get it...
you know sometimes in life you ask questions, why did this happen to me? why me? what was the point? why do i have to hurt so much? and you know it may take years to finally get those answers that you are searching for...and well tonight i got a bit of my answer. i think i finally kinda understand why i had to meet you, why you hurt me, why i fell so hard, i finally get it. i understand why three years ago my life had to be flipped upside down, why my life had to be so screwed up, well maybe i understand it a little bit, but i still don't completly understand why it blew up the way it did, and how everything all happend at the same time.
everything happens for a reason. how true is that? even the bad things have a reason behind them. its funny...you cry for days in and you hurt so much, and then when you think of it, you ask yourself, why the hell do i have to suffer so much? why does it seem to be only me who is dying inside? why? why? why? you know, its not until after you went throught the heartache, the pain, the sorrow...that you begin to understand why you did. you finally get to realize that you went through it all because it made you stronger, smarter, tougher, and are able to help others that are going through the same things you did. it also gives you a perspective on life that no one can take away form you or ever alter. you know some of us, if given the chance, would prefer to have a perfect life, instead of going through all the pain and suffering, if in the end all they got was a lesson, an answer, and opening. some people would give up the opportunity to learn, to share expiriences, and to gain meaning to their little pointless lives if it meant no pain. and then what would be the point of living, if you would choose perfect over pain? what would be the point of your life? just to walk around this world with that "perfect life" while everyone around you has scratches, pains, broken hearts? you would be useless..no one would ask you for advice, no one would bother interacting with you...why would they? to feel worse about themselves?
life as we know it is a bitch...you have to go through all that pain and hurt just to live life...there would be nothing, no point, no meaning - nothing, if we didn't have this pain and hurt and suffering...we would be nothing.
everything happens for a reason. how true is that? even the bad things have a reason behind them. its funny...you cry for days in and you hurt so much, and then when you think of it, you ask yourself, why the hell do i have to suffer so much? why does it seem to be only me who is dying inside? why? why? why? you know, its not until after you went throught the heartache, the pain, the sorrow...that you begin to understand why you did. you finally get to realize that you went through it all because it made you stronger, smarter, tougher, and are able to help others that are going through the same things you did. it also gives you a perspective on life that no one can take away form you or ever alter. you know some of us, if given the chance, would prefer to have a perfect life, instead of going through all the pain and suffering, if in the end all they got was a lesson, an answer, and opening. some people would give up the opportunity to learn, to share expiriences, and to gain meaning to their little pointless lives if it meant no pain. and then what would be the point of living, if you would choose perfect over pain? what would be the point of your life? just to walk around this world with that "perfect life" while everyone around you has scratches, pains, broken hearts? you would be useless..no one would ask you for advice, no one would bother interacting with you...why would they? to feel worse about themselves?
life as we know it is a bitch...you have to go through all that pain and hurt just to live life...there would be nothing, no point, no meaning - nothing, if we didn't have this pain and hurt and suffering...we would be nothing.
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