what if...

why are we so afraid to put ourselves on the line with people we like? are we scared of sharing with the world our inner most feelings, scared that they will reject us, scared that our feelings will not be mutual? but what if they are? what if they feel the same about you how you feel about them? is it not worth it to find out? and plus, if the other person doesn't feel the same way about you, what do you have to loose? if anything you gain something. you gain peace of mind, and you won't always be saying to yourself what if....

i just want to walk up to you one day and just give you a big hug and look you in the eyes and just let it all out...but i'm just...just...i know its there that i i'm not pulling this all out of a hat, well at least i'm pretty sure, but sometimes, sometimes you just make me so confused, and i don't know what to do.

sometimes listening to your own advice is the hardest thing to do...but maybe, maybe one day i will...